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What do I wanna do? What should I do?
I always ask myself these questions. I don't know why, but I tend to lose my goal easily,,, I mean if I have a goal, I should do everything to achieve that goal, yet I can't do that. On the way to attempt, I lose confidence of what I do.


I need help? No, from what to what is the thing I can depend on someone, I should solve by myself?

I don't wanna take advantage of someone's help, I mean I don't wanna use someone's help.
I wanna do everything by myself if I can do that,,but I can't.
How can I rely on someone? Who can I rely on?